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        vampiricakatt  29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    12
    Apr 2010
    6:50 AM EDT
       

    as i drown
    I go far down
    in the water I fade
    I scream with horror
    and no one is found
    I try to swim for the light
    but it is fadeing
    Im dieing
    Why didn't anyone find me?
    Why didn't anyone save me?

    Katt Chapman
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        cyclonefan  52, Female, Iowa, USA - 13 entries
    10
    Apr 2010
    5:08 PM CDT
       

    Lets talk

    I be interested in hearing feedback about using this Inbox Jounral. Your thoughts about what you talk about. My writing helps me with my train of thought. And when I speak in front of an adudence. How does this journal all help you?
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        kiya  34, Female, Canada - 21 entries
    09
    Apr 2010
    6:06 PM EDT
       

    things to think about

    ��things you don't pay attention to...
    things you believe aren't important...
    things you let pass by...
    things that you don't even think about...
    things you feel, but put aside...
    things of your past, that you say are ok when they aren't...

    those things are what will make your head ache and ache...
    until you reach your limit...
    where you finally burst into tears,
    cause you're tired of keeping everything to yourself.

    a lot of people do this...
    why i don't know..
    maybe cause we are considerate about others...
    maybe because some of us just like to have the drama in life,
    or maybe self-pity...
    or even to gain the attention from other people...
    who knows...i just know
    that most of us go through it..
    and i have to say that it is not a healthy life...

    but whether i'm right or wrong it doesn't matter...
    what matters is what you choose to do...
    share it with someone you trust?
    or continue the lonely selfdestructing life by keeping it all to yourself?

    you can be the only one who can answer this...    ��
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        fox  23, Male, North Carolina, USA - 3 entries
    09
    Apr 2010
    11:37 AM EDT
       

    Today at school was game day.Dhe only games were old games.Plus today I left my a.r books there. I am so dead on Mon.20
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        vampiricakatt  29, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    08
    Apr 2010
    6:49 AM EDT
       

    once there was a girl
    who wasn't understood by the world
    she cried every night
    she decided to end her life
    and no one found her in time
    so she died and now she cries
    alone as a ghost.
    by
    katt chapman
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        marty  68, Male, New York, USA - 6 entries
    08
    Apr 2010
    3:55 PM EDT
       

    4/8/10 Another day of Joan Guzzardo sleeping and eating in my back bedroom with her mom. Its amzing how this fat hoarding person does not do anything making my wife , her sister to do all the work. She is a gossip monigerer
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        Sportygirl15  32, Female, Michigan, USA - 119 entries
    07
    Apr 2010
    6:41 PM EDT
       

    Our Secret

    Some days I�think�I need�you,
    But we both know thats not true...
    Everything had been so great,
    Until it all turned to hate...

    You where always there for me,
    Whispering ever so faintly...
    Holding me tight against your chest,
    God, those days where the best!

    But then you moved away,
    All to my dismay...

    You turned your back on me,
    Then laughed out loud all to�freely...

    He said it would be our secret,
    Yet its so hard�to keep�it..
    When I�watch�him�pass by,
    Pretending,�he has nothing to hide...

    Sportygirl15

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        marty  68, Male, New York, USA - 6 entries
    07
    Apr 2010
    3:58 AM EDT
       

    4/7/10- What will today bring as Joannie once again will lay on the floor , eat and clip her precious coupons and read all the church bulletins she pilfers from Assumption Church
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        auxilary25  40, Female, California, USA - 32 entries
    03
    Apr 2010
    4:46 PM EDT
       

    The Truth

    ����������������������The truth is Mike is never coming back. When he left and walked through the door no matter what I did in this world to lure him back he never was going to come back just like when Jose left and never came back. There was nothing in this world that I could’ve offered God for one more second with Jose again just like I can never offer Mike anything, not even myself to win him back to be with me. The truth is that I am a monster in disguise, my physical lures you in but once you see the real me all you want to do is leave. Mike is never going to come back; we are never going to be the people we were. The only memory I’ll have of our existence and our happiness are these pictures just like all I have of Jose are these pictures. I have something in me that makes mothers want to pull their sons away from me like they know I'm trouble. Mike never loved me and I have to accept that no matter what happens at the end of the day he’s never ever going to come home. No matter how many nights I fall asleep praying when I awake he will still not be here. I don’t know why I ever opened my heart up to the opportunity of everlasting love; I should have known that a man walking out of my life is my fate. My father did it and every other man after is gone. I am not enough to keep a man, I am not enough to be in a successful relationship, and the reality is that I’m a disappointment. Mike is never going to come home and that’s the root of my anger, my resentment, my pain. I knew all along that my fate was to be a single mom that gave her heart to a man that would never come back home.�I know that there is nothing that I can ever do to undo what’s been done. My life has slipped from my hands and once again I’m alone without love and have a heart to mend. I'm is once again unlovable.
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        auxilary25  40, Female, California, USA - 32 entries
    03
    Apr 2010
    4:45 PM EDT
       

    The Truth

    ����������������������The truth is Mike is never coming back. When he left and walked through the door no matter what I did in this world to lure him back he never was going to come back just like when Jose left and never came back. There was nothing in this world that I could’ve offered God for one more second with Jose again just like I can never offer Mike anything, not even myself to win him back to be with me. The truth is that I am a monster in disguise, my physical lures you in but once you see the real me all you want to do is leave. Mike is never going to come back; we are never going to be the people we were. The only memory I’ll have of our existence and our happiness are these pictures just like all I have of Jose are these pictures. I have something in me that makes mothers want to pull their sons away from me like they know I'm trouble. Mike never loved me and I have to accept that no matter what happens at the end of the day he’s never ever going to come home. No matter how many nights I fall asleep praying when I awake he will still not be here. I don’t know why I ever opened my heart up to the opportunity of everlasting love; I should have known that a man walking out of my life is my fate. My father did it and every other man after is gone. I am not enough to keep a man, I am not enough to be in a successful relationship, and the reality is that I’m a disappointment. Mike is never going to come home and that’s the root of my anger, my resentment, my pain. I knew all along that my fate was to be a single mom that gave her heart to a man that would never come back home.�I know that there is nothing that I can ever do to undo what’s been done. My life has slipped from my hands and once again I’m alone without love and have a heart to mend. I'm is once again unlovable.
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